Not for the weak of heart

Subject: Not for the weak of heart Wed Jun 18, 2008 12:46 pm

Sick of you
1/24/05

Sick of the depression
That you've put me through,
Sick of the anxiety
That I've gone through,
Sick of all the names, laughs and comments,
Sick of all the fighting
That's left me with bruises,
Sick of everything you put me through,
But just let me say this:
I'm sick of you!

Subject: Re: Not for the weak of heart Wed Jun 18, 2008 2:13 pm

Dear Judge,
Please don't let me down,
It's been two years too long
And yet the I go on, somehow.
I told you what I felt,
When I was on the witness stand.
I haven't been the same
And I never will again.
It kills me to have to wait
To know if my family will be okay
Counseling won't do me anymore good,
Because I can't take any more pain.
Please don't make the wrong choice
And choose those people over us.
I want my little brother
And he was kidnapped,
Shouldn't that be enough?
Please don't take too long
Just to make your decision
There are three other children riding on your choice.

Subject: Re: Not for the weak of heart Wed Jun 18, 2008 3:06 pm

The Wishmaster
A nocturnal concerto
On a moonlit night
The nights had more hope
When this band played.

Ocean Souls are calling
Away in time
For every dream's a journey away
And they can't let the dreamer
Fade to grey like grass.

Master! Apprentice!
The nightwish was given
With your touch, my bliss
As the nightwish goes on
I am the wishmaster!

Okay...so yes most of this is compiled lyrics of Nightwish songs....I wrote it when they broke up in 2005...I was sad....This band literally kept me from killing myself...